The Tunnel

it still is a learning process on how to listen to god.

having to find a job now, is like moving into a tunnel with various exits. the tunnel seems never to end and there are exits without signboards on my left and right. which exit should i take?

should i take the one nearest or to move on further to the next exit? which exit will lead me to my desired destination?

where is the sign or indication taht this exit is the right one?

i move along the tunnel, not without fear and uncertainty. it's dark and gloomy. some exits show various colours of light. some are red, some are green, some are white.

do i choose the colour that i like? or is the spookiest tunnel my correct choice?

as i walk along the tunnel, i can only sing in the dark. sing a song of gladness, a song of joy, a song of hope.

it's always such a mystery why people have to self-psyche themselves into a state of optimism. but it's absolutely necessary. it's biblical too.

declare. think about. meditate.

i move on in this tunnel until i find the exit He wants.

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